you don't miss the water (until the well runs dry)

well well... so BLOC seems to be winding to a close liao... dunno why I still have some reservations for returning to my camp... due to the bad experience for the first week? the screwed up admin? i dunno.. but whatever it is.. i think i'm mostly scaring myself lah

and well.. it's sad... and ironic ain't it? you only start being quite chummy with pals at a course when the course starts to wind down... happened at OCS... now it's happening again..

and well.. when coursemates for 6 weeks finally bid farewell.. is it really farewell? which relationships will last (if any) and which wouldn't?

honestly, the answer can be very surprising and unexpected... just like my OCS pals.. only like 2 months odd leh.. new batch going to commission.. yet like I've completely forgotten some people liao... the rest? you try to reconnect, bond again and maintain the relationship but well.. it never feels the same does it?

and well... it's wierd... during course time u see the same faces until u kena sick, so u wouldn't want to go out with them during the weekends... and of course you take for granted that they'll be around always... then when you separate, you suddenly realise you miss the unique moments you've had, the people you would just drag to a corner to talk cock to or just sip milo together at the kitchenette... but well, now mostly, they're too busy for you... so well... drift away...

so where does things stand now? 2 weeks more to another separation, just grab hold of the moments and cherish lah.. i dunno why some people would rather stonewall themselves using their creative zen micro and their fantasy storybooks and not connect... why some people would rather push his point forward and risk hurting other people's feelings... but well.. i hope i'll not be like that...

so.. to those at my course.. and read my blog (hehe)... thanks for being great friends.. and for making those unbearably boring moments less boring, either by pushing me to play soccer, (believe me.. it took me a huge leap of "faith" esp on tues nite to just don PT kit and join you all)

or just tolerating with my nonsense and prima donna-ish attitude at times

or even being nice enough to go play dotA even though you didn't know how to play at all...

and well.. since y'all know what an insufferable sentimentalist i am, hehe.. dun mind me if i nag too much abt you all to go meet up... =)

frAnk

"there's never a time too BUSY to see your friends, it's priority that matters"