I'm back in OCS

Yeah... with all the frustrations of the seemingly train-wrecking commisioning magazine pushing at me. Then there's the perennial threat of the instructors growing their horns once again and using the "you think you are so near and can act like big shots already lah! Screw u!"... bleah..its not pessimism but more of a enhanced awareness of situations and "being careful"...

speaking of the comms magazine, i'm just trying to keep my cool and doing my best to keep it afloat... and that weiyang, my most responsible and trusted vice-prez hard to fall sick.

SHEESH..

this is not funny anymore.. itz getting pretty scary liao... just hope it'll turn out all rite.. recruiting trusted pple like DaHua and meeting up on New Years Day ~roll eyes~*... heck lah.. 3 1/2 more weeks as it is..

hopefully things will go well and the month will pass painlessly... then.. HOME RUN!!

and i have one resolution for the rest of the month.. to really keep walking WITH GOD and allowing him to take control of my life... coz it was pretty disgusting of me that during the 22nd to 29th.. i din even have quiet time with God and so on... itz like i was in a daze of the holiday festivities and heck it... then only when i am about to come to camp does "reality come crashign down" and i suddenly wake up and realize how much i need God..

BAD TESTIMONY man...

so there... hopefully the stupid fast march will be fine... hopefully there'll not be much to do liao and the month will pass in a blur..

fRanK