theatre in which God's glory is manifested

ok.. so back to the original topic i was going to talk about (before i got rudely interrupted by that displeasing reply)

and it's sad... cos i feel slightly hypocritical writing something about Christianity right after I blast someone in a previous entry...

sigh... just like how i feel when i try to bring someone in my course to church

and that someone happens to be a person i keep bitching to about so-and-so asking so many darn questions about his oh-so-precious engineer assets and so on...

sigh... i'm a terrible example ain't it?

trying to change lah... dunno what's happenin'.. like really drifting apart from God.. and in return it's affecting my relationships with friends, family and my own life.. perhaps it's the reason why I'm feeling so sian of things, like darn meaningless...

and to think my motto this year is to be a theatre in which God's glory can be fully manifested... nice words, tough actions to follow it up.. and i ain't getting anywhere near like this...

so how? sometimes when u look at the person's blog, u can see alot about the person.. like when i read Alvin's blog, it's all like cheery and flowery and well.. reflecting a person at peace with himself and close to God...

and then i look at my blog...

yeah.. "bitchfest" springs to mind... then "no life" accompanies

sigh....

honestly it's tough...and i really pray that i can reconnect and reestablish this close relationship I had with God.. like that in JC2 like that... (largely thanks to Ryan)

and well.. everyone, tmr's Easter Day.. it's perhaps the most important day for all christians (contrary to you all thinking it was Christmas)

why?

because it affirms our belief in Christ.. because on this day, Jesus Christ rose from the dead... HE triumped over death and appeared before his disciples...

and well, if u are wondering about the significance of good friday, well..

i think of good friday as a testament of God's love for us, and the great sacrifice for us...

imagine.. we are so darn unlikeable and horrid, with so many character flaws (like my propensity for bitching and rumouring), and well.. the people at his time even had it out for him and put him to death, yet because He so loved us, He was willing to endure the pain, the humiliation, and the death.. to bridge the gap between God and man... and give us a glimmer of hope to be with God for eternity..

if only we believe...

it's that simple!

so well...
pray for me people..
and well, pray for my ailing fellowship at church...
pray that the evangelistical event tmr will be good (even though i was too 'ham' to ask anyone again.. always giving excuses.. sigh)
those who read this in time and wanna come, it's at Grace Church, along Queen Street...just msg me...

ok.. that's all..
frank