sigh.. missing times in OCS liao..

just visited Luke's blog..

(cue nostalgic and longing music from FFX... which i immediately feel like grabbing and placing it on my blog...)

then goes to Jeremy's blog..

(cue ANOTHER nostalgic piece, this time from LOTR)..

SHEESH..

which of course, makes ME, de_sentimentalist, remember the fun times we had in OCS... and well.. the times which honestly we thought were for granted and the mentality that "my frens will be there always lah"

feel a great longing when i read about how the bunch in 6SIR is doing, be it good or bad.. but honestly, when you have your close frens around, or am in a bunch, things JUST lessen out... whatever humiliation, pain and suffering lessens greatly... it;s like these people KNOW you, they know your physicality, they know your idiosyncrasies...

but it's square one in 3 SIG... and hence my frustrations... no matter how well we chum, i'm still the only infantry officer and they all signallers... and hence somehow the humiliation of doing too little chin-ups or the frustrations of being like a recruit again just hurt alot more...

sigh... i dun wanna be like this...honestly

oh well..
Frank

(P.S. anyone can find me another nostalgic-kish music that is small but good enough for me to place on my blog?)